Monday, September 21, 2009


How am I doing? Well, I feel tired. Today while Koen was napping, I put on Treehouse and told Kai to be quiet and I fell asleep on the couch next to him. I don't do that. EVER. My heart rate remains between 100-130bpm but I feel really used to it now. I am unable to write because my hand is still shaking mildly.

I found day care for the boys today. She is a stay at home mother of 2 girls who are the same ages as my boys. She is able to take Kai to preschool so I am thankful for that. I somehow have to aquire 2 more car seats for her though....She is a wonderful woman who used to be a preschool teacher. They do live 4 km in the opposite direction which just means we will be leaving the house at 7:30am each day. I can't believe it's coming so soon and somehow I have to wean Koen before then. Or something. Maybe I will continue feeding him in the evening? Never thought I would but I'm in no rush to stop. Being sick these last few weeks has made me really feel like we are done having kids. We will see.

I love my boys so much. Although, Kai is driving me bonkers. He keeps taking things away from Koen and knocking him to the ground. I am sooooo sick of disciplining him. DRIVING ME BONKERS.

Oh ya, today when visiting the new day care lady, Kai noticed that their bathtub had tons of fun toys. Kai announced, `I'm so dirty!!!'. He wanted a bath:)

I've only made one dinner in 3 weeks. Poor Gary.

Watched `House' tonight. Loved it. I didn't wach much last season but I loved the premiere today.

Will have pictures of the boys tomorrow. Too tired to go to the other room to get the camera to upload photos.


  1. when do you go back to work?
    we have bible study on monday nights, and i get so tired of taping shows and then finding time to watch them, so i'm dropping several shows this year. sad, but also probably a good move :)
    what happened in the premiere?

  2. so glad you found daycare - where did you meet? Was it at preschool?
    Sorry to hear you are still not feeling good.
    when I had hyperthyroid other than the heart rate/breathing thing the rest of the side effects were great - total and complete hyperactivity - my house was very clean!!