Boy or Girl?

Tomorrow we find out if we are having a boy or girl. I feel like this is HUGE. This will determine our family dynamic and I feel like I will grow so much more connected to this little baby once I know its gender. Whatever the doctor says will excite me. Gary thinks its a boy. I think its a girl. I was wrong last time because I thought Kai was a girl. Overall, I hope that the doctor's report of the ultrasound shows that all is well. The doctor's office called and left a message asking me to call. They have never done this before so it makes me slightly nervous...by the time i got the message the office was closed so I'll just talk to them when I go in tomorrow. Overall, I am just so excited to get to know this baby more. It is def. a mover, way more so than Kai was at this point. I've been around 2 really cute, content babies over the past 2 days and it makes me feel like I'm ready! Obviously this baby is nowhere near ready but I feel like I'm getting there. I'm really hoping and praying that this baby is a little more laid back than Kai was. I am really excited to experience a newborn while not dealing with the death of my mom, I wonder how different it will be? Obviously I still mourn the lack of a mom in my life, but it is def. a lot easier. Watch the doctor say that they never received the letter indicating the sex of our baby or that the ultrasound reports aren't in yet....oh boy!